typing with one hand

I was working at home all day today and just took a break to masturbate.

I brought myself just to the edge - my hands are damp on the keyboard - and I thought, I am going to try to blog myself coming.

Now, this, as you might imagine, presents certain... logistical challenges.

I can either stop and start, or I can try to type with one hand.

So... here goes...

typing with one hand now hard to
concentrate clit is so hrd
legs sueezing back arching
breayhing heavy i want you to imagine me
coming for you so wet
dripping for you hand is moving fast now
clit hard as a rock breath in gasps i want you to
touch yourself while you wattch me cum fo you
so hard i wnt to se the precum on your cock as you
jerk yourself off for me strocke your cok for me
hard an imagin fucking me in th ass
i am going to com for you
now atch me cummmkmin g f






ok, that was hilarious. i think i pulled a muscle ;)

dinner

Last night, I had to go to dinner with a friend. All through the appetizers, I was squeezing my legs together under the table. When my friend got up to go to the bathroom, I reached my hands down like I was arranging my napkin, and BARELY touched myself.

My head tilted back slowly, my eyes closed. I can only imagine what this looked like! I took a deep breath and came so hard that I thought I might pass out. I pressed my hand on the top of the table for a minute to have something to hold onto.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that there was a table of two guys across the aisle from me. I don't think they were sure what they were seeing, but they knew that something was going on! The most bizarre part was that I was so completely, sopping wet that I was afraid to get up after dinner, so I kept prolonging things. Dessert. Second beer. Third beer. New topic.

Finally, I felt steady enough to ask for the check.

Why am I telling you this? To let you in on one of my biggest fantasies, in hopes of combing through the field of invisible readers to find the ones who share this fantasy (not that there aren't more where this came from), which is: I love to watch and be watched.

More later. Need to board a plane.

finally

Ok. So I am finally doing this. I've thought about it a million times. I need a place to talk about the things that I think about. And I need to know that people are listening (or reading).

I think about sex all the time, but I can't do anything about it - I'll get into that later. But I am so incredibly turned on, and it turns me on to know that someone might read this. So I just want a place where I can explore this kind of thing. Even as I type this, I am, well, squirming in my seat ;)

I'm going to try to write as often as I can. I even set up a chat button (on the right) though I think I might be too nervous for that.

Anyway - more soon...

links

I have a few, small partial body pics that I can send you on request just so you can see that I am thin, fit, and potentially as hot as I say I am. I am uncomfortable with sending out more explicit or full body pics, so if you really want them, feel free to make a creative offer or I can give you a paid link to download them, but I am not just going to send them out for nothing to whoever wants them. Sorry. And, for the whiners, yes, I do very much understand that you can get lovely nudie pics for free all over the internet so why am I being so mercenary, and my answer is that there are a a few people who want to see me in particular, so if that is not you, great.

If you want to talk to me or listen to recordings of me or have me watch you on a cam, or any of that, well, first let me say that my primary interest is not phone sex or other paid services. If that were my main gig, I would be going about this a completely different way. I do that here and there only with people who I have established some rapport with and who I really like, or who really turn me on. This site is here for me to look for some like-minded people, to get off, to get you off, and to explore/write about, well, sex.

If you don't have huge baggage with the concept of compensating me, you can email me for the links to the paid stuff, or you can send me more creative gifts, if you like, and we can also talk about all of the other possibilities for interacting. But I am deeply tired of people thinking that this site is a front or a lure for an escort service or other paid services. If you don't find additional kinds of interaction with me valuable, or you can get it somewhere else for free, that is completely fine. I am not pushing anything on you. You can just enjoy my stories.

I will give the links to you only if I like you, you are ok with it, you want it, and you are nice. Otherwise, I can direct you to some of my hotter blog entries where you can jerk off at your leisure. I get off - in a big way - knowing you are reading them. But I beg you not to ask if I will call you directly (not using the service), or see you in person, no matter how fabulous, smart, hot, and not-an-axe-murderer you are. Won't happen. I am a fantasy object. And the exchange of goods and services is an integral part of the whole deal for multiple reasons which I have analyzed in painful detail in many posts on this site.

I am not independently wealthy, so I usually do not have time to email or IM much, since I need to work, but I can do it every once and awhile. I always enjoy hearing your responses to what you read here. So please write me, I read everything, but don't be hurt if I don't get around to responding right away. Along with having a "real" life to attend to, I do have to prioritize certain people who value my time more than others.

PS. As of March 2007, here is the deal.