likes and wishes

After more than a year of dangling my fingertips in the darkside, I have come up with a draft (subject to constant revision) version of what I think I know I like:

• I like to watch or listen to men jerking off. This is not big news.
• I like to be told what to do more than I like to tell others what to do. I like to be used.
• I like everything from grunting need to articulate control, and everything in between.
• I like the catch I can hear in a man's voice as he gets hard and starts to touch himself.
• I like to pinch my nipples when I am talking on the phone and I start to get wet.
• I like light pain. Sometimes.
• I like getting fucked in the ass. Hard.
• I like having my head pushed down on a man's cock.
• I like the thought that a person can say whatever they want to me.
• I like cumming for men.

Now, some things I wish:

• I wish, and this is not a new wish, that I could queue up a line of men in the mornings who have woken up hard and just need to cum fast. I would listen to them one after another. Encourage them. Release them into the day.
• I wish the world were a different place and I could meet total strangers in out of the way places and watch them jerk off for me without worrying about being hurt or raped.
• I wish I did not have the job that I have so that I could show you what I am doing right now on a web cam.